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Quickie!

2012-01-15T05:01:00.000-08:00

AHHHHHHHHH

I haven't blogged in ages!
My last post was on Christmas Eve eve, I swear I nearly forgotten how the blogger dashboard looked like!

Yes, I have been genuinely busy this time, and not because I was lazy.
On Boxing Day, Diana and Eva came over to Melbourne !!!
Our little small talk finally came true!!
And we all managed to plan it all thanks to WhatsApp.

Its a pity now WhatsApp isn't available for download anymore from the Appstore though :O

Anyway, Happy New Year everyone!!!
I do realize I am 15 days late! But I thought it would be quite decent to mark my first post of 2012 with such a greeting.

2011.. Well, in short it flew past so quickly I never really realized how short lived it was! Its probably because I was adjusting to Melbourne, and my first year in university. Nevertheless, in 2011 I:

1) made some online friends (hi faj! shin! chelsea! zah!)
2) started stanning super junior
- something I should have done ages ago.
3) went to my first korean concert!
- because i still love bigbang :)
4) got into the university I wanted to get in
- and now I can't believe how did I get in; I'm constantly surrounded by smart people :/
5) made a few close friends (hi eugenia!)
6) lived independently
- and that involves cooking. apparently my chicken rice looks awesome, and it does taste quite good. so is my porridge.
7) broke someone's heart WTF
- shall not elaborate later get judged like shit wtf
8) started mapling
9) became more introvert
10) learned to be more tolerant of others

I have no resolutions for 2012 though. I don't bother making any. I probably need to focus a lot more on my studies this year, CGPA of 75% sigh how am I supposed to maintain that for 3 years straight?! I don't even know my GPA for year 1 :(

I have a million things to talk about but I guess that will have to wait when I'm home in Malaysia or at least when my Internet gets sets up. Currently using my phone as a personal hotspot. iPhone how I love you :3

Don't give up on me alright. I'll blog. I have to :)

#nowplaying Untitled Song Part 1 - JYJ

2011-12-25T03:34:00.000-08:00

Brunetti

2011-12-23T07:26:00.000-08:00

Gay

2011-12-23T07:07:00.000-08:00

Honestly, its getting quite hard to remember I have a blog given the convenience of Twitter and Tumblr. Unless a really convenient Blogger app comes along I guess I won't be able to keep my promise to myself of trying to blog everyday.

So yeah, I'm ~~gonna~~ ganna talk about gay marriage today because recently a picture of this came up on my Facebook newsfeed and I got extremely sad, upset and felt unfair for a certain amount of people judging the 'culprit'.

Growing up in an all girl's school, I see no wrong in this picture.

Quick background info: Ariff (the one in traditional clothing) was a student who obtained a scholarship by the Malaysian government to study in Ireland. He was reported missing 3 years ago, but this photo of him wedding his partner, Jonathan recently surfaced online.

Since primary school I've been educated in an entirely, all girl's environment. I'm quite used to the fact that some of my friends like girls, some are androgynous, some seem to get way to infatuated to seniors..

Okay, before I proceed, I don't wanna offend anyone of my Islam friends. I am not an Islam, but I do have Islam friends. I also understand that gay/lesbianism is strictly unacceptable and prohibited in the religion.

But what pissed me off entirely was, I saw a comment on the article I read, by a user cursing at Ariff. He cursed Ariff that his whole line of grandchildren will be gay, and used many profanities, like fuck a dog or something.

I mean, Malaysians! (or anyone else) wake up!

Why should gays be treated differently?

Why are they the ones bashed?

Why can't a penis and a penis love each other?

I don't even understand why do people make fun of gays/lesbians.

Is it so hard to comprehend?

For at the end of the day, these individuals still contribute to the economy, still have their own jobs in the working life, and are not even disrupting world peace!!

Why should Ariff be deemed 'sinful' and cursed to go to hell, because of religion? Heck, there's even a facebook group asking him to 'come home and exercise his faith'. No. Ariff is old enough to decide his life partner, and ultimately, maybe changing his religion? I don't exactly know his thoughts about this but obviously he never wanted his wedding to get such a negative attention right?

Let the boy be. Let gay people be with the one they love and not be accused of being wrong by using religion. This isn't about religion anymore, its about human rights. Its about letting someone do whatever the hell they want.

And so I got pissed and me being me, posted it on facebook. I honestly
thought only Pam would comment on it (and probably Senghoo liking my
status), but..I posted that status because I was upset thinking about
the
over-conservative mindset many Malaysians have, (and it seemed like only
Pam got my drift while the rest just talked about grammar, their
friends and 2 of my friends ended up debating with each other).

I'm on the same mindset as Pam here.

Here, my friend says that homosexuality is a choice, and not inborn.

I don't fully agree with her because what I reckon, some people are just born with extra femaleness. Like you know, an extra X chromosome or something or excessive androgen than normal females blabla.

But to say its a choice....I disagreed

Like I said, just because you're told you're a cup, doesn't mean you're a cup. Excuse my sudden allusion to Friends haha! Love it how Pam replies me!

Again, Mabel I don't agree with the hormone part because I personally know someone who was born with a girly voice despite looking very male. He does everything like a girl.

Then my gay friend and Pam shares;

I see what's Pam trying to say here.

Choosing a gender to love is a choice - this is where many people are different.

I know I'm straight, fully straight. But if one day I were to have affection towards the female sex, if one day I get turned on my boobs more than happy trails and crotches, then its not a choice, is it? I can't force myself to choose to like a gender, because affection comes with feelings, and feelings are not voluntarily controlled are they?

Love is love. Loving someone comes with no boundaries.

And then there's Tzuli's comment that really is, sorry, quite shallow.

Then there's Crystal the troll.

At this point I wasn't even on Facebook anymore but happily Tumblring Eunhae~

I took it to twitter after I saw a friend tweeting about my status, and my good friend Regine disagrees with me but agrees with Mabel.

(you hear me screaming in the background because Regine is like one of my best friends and Mabel I grew up with her)

Regine thinks that its illogical to have 2 sexes if girls were to like girls and guys were to like guys.

She says that, God made men and women for a reason, so liking the same sex is deemed as a choice.

NOW THAT'S PLAYING CHEAT !! That's zooming back into molecular biology and when the sperm penetrated the egg. Sorry your argument is invalid br0.

I don't think any of us can understand Senghoo's comment unless we
experience it ourselves. He may have sounded harsh in there, but I hope
Mabel understands. I found it mean too, but hey, as blunt as it sounds,
Senghoo's gay. A discussion in this topic would surely piss him off if
one were to accuse that he made a choice to be gay, to 'like' boys,
contradicting his true personality.

As for Mabel's comment.

I thought through it and I suppose she's half right.

Generally categorizing, I think there's people who:

choose to be gay after a sad breakup or unable to find a partner of the
opposite sex, and the people who, like my friend, is born gay.

But of course, not everyone would agree with each other in this matter.

Anyway, I was feeling really edgy because my Twitter timeline suddenly became so interesting and I was worried Mabel and Senghoo's relationship in real life would be affected.

but its all good n_n

though, I would agree with what Sookhui said on twitter about the possibility of table flipping occurring LOL.

It'll take a fucking while for people with this mentality to open up. It's not easy, definitely.

p/s: this is my 500th post!!! ^^
pp/s: taking this to twitter brought me 50+ mentions just on this topic with 4 different people LOL.

Williamstown

2011-12-16T04:55:00.000-08:00

We had no idea what does Williamstown offer, but the name sounded unique so we decided to give it a shot and explore there.

crystal clear water indeed.

look at this golden retriever so cuteeeee eeeeeeeeee!!

Two things I remember about this place:

1) the people were CRAZILY friendly.

2) its super peaceful and I wouldn't mind retiring in such a suburb.

I wasn't kidding when I said 'crazily' friendly. First off, we headed to the beach after sitting in the train for what seemed like ages. If you're a /foreign/ student like me, you will realize that the locals here (like any other white country) would sometimes randomly greet you saying hi, bye etc etc.

So we headed to the beach and this middle aged man named Peter started chatting with us.

He was asking the usuals, where were we from, what were we studying, how many languages we can speak.

Blah blah blah. He seems like a really nice man, talking about himself and Australia in general, saying he's from .. I forgot.. what's that place, Siberia? wtf I can't remember haha.

And so eventually we found ourselves stuck cause we can't get rid of him wtf.

He's a really nice and friendly man, but I think he was coming on too strong for a passer by because later he asked if we'll be interested to get him to drive us to Great Ocean Road WTF.

We exchanged glances and my friend started making an excuse saying we gotta go soon but he still asked for my friend's cell phone number wtf.

Second reason, we were walking and a random girl /kept/ asking me if I'm from Japan wtf.

I shook my head and she asked me for another 2 more times wtf.

And I could hear her telling her friend later about Tokyo WTF.

Third reason, we were walking and a group of people kept saying hi.

It wasn't freaky at first till we realized they were following us WTF.

And jogging and kept saying HI HI HI. And even "YOU DROPPED SOMETHING"

WTF

Anyway, continuing on with pictures :D

my camera is so pretty *wipes away a tear.

saw this plastered on one of the houses, reminded me of those movies where some alien or some epidemic was killing a country and people had this poster up WTF

I have a /wild/ imagination yeah thanks OH HI THERE FAJIN.

beach

crazy wind was blowing.

overexposure. but i'm too lazy to edit.

walked along the road

timebell tower! probably the only feature williamstown had to offer.

and old man walking by briefly summarized all these for us, see what i said about people here being really friendly?! :D

my other photos are in facebook ^_^v because i am extremely lazy to upload them here ^_^v

on a more relatively recent note, I had a duck salad today (super good), watched Eunhae on MusicBank, bought a lovely zara blazer!!!!!!!!!!!!!, 2 shoes, 2 skirts and a pair of shorts. and its not even Boxing Day yet.

and i got 3 starcalls so far!!

note: Starcall is an app for smart phones where korean stars can send you messages in the form of videos, and you can send videos to them too. You can interact with them live through video messaging but I have yet to find out how to do that.

Anyway I got my first at 6am WTF.

I jerked up because I thought I heard someone's phone vibrating, but mine was on silent without vibration. And I saw -FT ISLAND STARCALL-

Oh okay, I thought, and continues sleeping.

Jerks back up, WHUT.

Answers, and I see Jaejin the guitarist staring at me omfg.

My second one was from FT Island too!! From Jonghun the leader who was fixing his hair wtf such a dork hehe and talking.

My 3rd was from Boyfriend!!! (yes there's a korean group called Boyfriend)

I think they were preparing for Music Bank today because they were wearing the same outfit in the performance!!! \O/

How lovely. Now I just need to wait for Super Junior lol.

now tuning into: Super Junior - My Love My Kiss My Heart

off to take out the trash!

Santa U Are The One

2011-12-13T05:28:00.000-08:00

If you follow me on Tumblr, I apologize.

If you follow me on Twitter, I don't apologize.

Mainly its because I'm reblogging all the gifs I can find from Super Junior's newly released MV Santa U Are The One.

^ Thats the normal me talking.

More under the cut

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LET THE FANGIRLING BEGIN !!!!!!!!!!!

THE MV IS SO FUCKING PERFECT OH MY GOD SM ENTERTAINMENT WHAT ARE YOU GENIUSES PUTTING IN HENRY AND ZHOU MI AT THIS SONG DO U KNOW I WAS EATING A YOGURT WHEN I WAS WATCHING THIS MV FOR THE FIRST TIME AND WHEN I SAW HOW CHARMING CHANGMIN APPEARED IN THE MV I NEARLY DIED OK SME U NEARLY FUCKING KILLED ME BECAUSE I NEARLY CHOKED EATING MY FUCKING YOGURT AND THEN MINHO FROM SHINEE HAD TO COME OUT AND I SWEAR I WAS GANNA CHOKE BECAUSE HE'S SO SQUISHY AND CUTE IN FACT EVERY FUCKING PERSON LOOKED SO HANDSOME AND BEAUTIFUL EVEN SNSD BUT I CANT LOL SUNNY'S HAIR SO CUTE HAHA AND WHAT IS

AND

WHAT THE FUCK

WHAT THE FLYING FUCK

IS LEE HYUK JAE

WHAT ARE YOU

WHAT ARE YOU

ARE YOU TRYNA KILL ALL JEWELS AND ELFS OUT THERE WHY DID U HAVE TO

FUCKING POUT AT THE SCREEN CLOSEUP ARE U TRYING TO

OMG MY WHOLE BIAS LIST IS MESSED UP RIGHT NOW I LIKE HYUKJAE MORE THAN TOP FROM BIG BANG CAN YOU FUCKING IMAGINE THIS WHAT IS LIFE WHAT IS AIR

AND OH MY GOD DONGHAE AS PER USG LOOKING SO FUCKING HOT CAN I JUST I CANT EVEN I CANT CONTINUE TOO FUCKING HOT FOR WORDS WHAT ARE YOU I UNDERSTOOD ALL YOUR ENGLISH

I typed all of that with my breath held.

-Inhales-

AND WHAT IS CHANGMIN AND YUNHO DOING IN THERE OMAIGAT I SWEAR TO GOD I LOVE GUYS IN CURLY HAIR.

Now to spare you from my crazy fangirl mode, I leave you with some gifs from tumblr and the MV :)

This is ~~kyulongbaos~~ Kyuhyun from Super Junior

Don't ask me how but I can roughly identify at least 10 voices in Super Junior now WTF

Taemin from SHINee who is fucking adorable.

Victoria so pretty *O* from f(x)

and bandmate Sulli. I SWEAR Sulli's getting prettier day by day.

I nearly choked thanks to this. CHANGMIN FROM DONGBANGSHINKI FUCKYESSS

most legit OTP in the history of kpop eunhae :')

Donghae and Hyukjae sigh I love you both.

Tulips! Pt 2

2011-12-09T22:31:00.000-08:00

Oh hi there.

I know I have been a completely SLACK blogger, but I don't know, I feel the decreasing need to document my life on social networks and the Internet. I realize when I was younger and in high school I'd constantly log on to blogger.com, friendster.com (back then Friendster was a hit!) etc etc and start updating my statuses and pictures from yesterday's outings blah blah blah.

But now? I feel lazy. Yes, I am even lazy to upload new pictures, talk about my day, or write on my buddies' walls on Facebook. I don't need Facebook to tell them I miss them. If I do, whip up my phone, type a message on iMessage/Whatsapp or just simply email them. How far has the iphone helped me you have no idea.

Twitter stays though. Without it I'd probably cry and sulk.

Again, this sounds contradictory because twitter IS known for updating statuses and (ultimately) makes one feel like a celebrity sometimes WTF WTF. But without it, I'd never have met such amazing amazing ELFs and never would have talked to my high school mates that I have never spoken much to back in Main Convent.

So yes twitter stays.

Besides, Donghae uses it so .... (giggles)

NB: ELF is the fanclub for Super Junior which literally stands for Ever Lasting Friends.

Gosh now I feel so lame typing about my Super Junior fantasy but ANYWAY, lets now talk about reality!! :D

Because I am so slack and in a talky talky mood right now, I'll post pictures of flowers because flowers are beautiful and everyone loves beautiful!

-Continuation from September/October wtf you see I even forgot the month!-

doesn't he look like Taylor Lautner wtf

alpacas!!!!

Them yellow tulips are my favourite :D

Top long wordy ass paragraph, no I don't expect you to read it, instead read the bottom line (ooh I can taste toothpaste in my mouth) (ooh taste quite good actually wtfwtf)

I DIGRESS;

Did you know.. To give a streaked Tulip means beautiful eyes, purple Tulips symbolise undying love and yellow Tulips, unless upside down symbolise hopeless love.

WOW!!! I never knew any of that, I mean of course I wouldn't I didn't even know my garden back in Malaysia has a coconut tree till like.. a year ago SIGH FAIL KIM!

Mmm, I find it quite ironic how 'yellow tulips unless upside down symbolise hopeless love' .. I mean, so it has to be upside down all the time so it wouldn't be hopeless. But an upside down tulip looks like, you know, the flower is sad or something, so ... why?

-Discountinuation of word diarheaa-

i found these two pictures of food in the same album, which means we probably had korean food after that. gosh, staring at the korean hot pot right now makes me crave for it so badly. I LOVE KOREAN food. and thats not because of my love for korean music. I used to hate Korean food because it was too spicy for my liking, but alas, now I /can/ take the spicyness \O/

oh and according to blogger stats, i have readers from Canada, Indonesia and Macau. So.. Heellloooo there weichien, allan and eugenia. Nice to know you guys read my blog hoho.

Theres actually a lot more pictures but they're not that nice due to the weird angle. And my eyes are getting bored since I've been on sorting out my music files all day.

Apologies

2011-12-04T22:51:00.000-08:00

For the unintended hiatus.

Its finally December! And what can I say? Life's been pretty hectic looking for a place to stay, but we've finally found a decent looking place with a decent looking price nearby where I live now so all's good.

Other than that I have also been spending time Mapling, streaming live concerts (super show 4 in seoul!) and Korean award shows (Melon, MAMA), going out with friends, going for inspections... and well yeah, basically anything but blogging.

You really could say I have forgotten I have a blog.

My final results were alright. They didn't make me jump of joy but I'm glad to be maintaining my average goal.

And for the first time ever, my Biology results were better than Chemistry! This proves something now, eh? :D

I have some plans coming up for the month of December, and I am excited :)

Also, now that accommodation has been settled, I just need to get my ass to Super Junior's concert next Feb with my fellow ELFs because I'm selfish like that.

I'll be blogging properly after this post I hope. This is just a filler because mom wants me to observe her cooking in a bit.

p/s: Did anyone realize that 2011 seemed to just whisked by a little too quickly? I mean wow, 31-5=26 days later it'll be a whole new year and we'll be bidding goodbye to 2011.

now playing: Mr Simple - Super Junior ♬

Tulips!

2011-11-22T07:50:00.000-08:00

So I know I said I'll blog about the Obedient Wives Club but I'm not feeling very political at the moment so I'll talk about the Tesselar Tulip Festival that I went to during my September break.

It was a ~really~ long trip from the city. All forms of public transport were involved, trams, trains and buses.

Actually by car, it'll only be a half an hour's ride. But, it took us up to two hours to travel.. even fell asleep on the bus on the way back to Lilydale train station orz

I'll split this post into two because I took quite a lot of photos. This is gonna be the non-tulip post, anyway here you go ;D

pink statue/sculpture out of no where

stores selling garden decorations

There were quite a lot of stores like these but I didn't take any because I was busy uhm eating lol

Some photos are with Eugenia and she hasn't uploaded them on Facebook so uhm I'll wait :<

There was also this Fairy Hollow that weekend we went! Which was basically this little 'woods' area they decorated with little dwarfs, cottages, mushrooms and flowers.

But it was so adorable. I actually felt like a little girl again walking through that small circular shady connected area because it reminded me of Disney. And Disney is awesome that is all thanks.

a hen on the cottage!

lookie here a dwarf on the tree top! I love how they actually decorated the place like this to that extent.

ahahah I just loved the facial expression

friends!

I didn't read this sign earlier, took up a 50cents coin and threw it over my shoulder.

But isn't this SO CUTE?!

Last one for today.

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Night guys, you have no idea how long it took me just to type this blog post. So many distractions around (not really - just Tumblr and Twitter actually). I've been out a lot since exams ended. And I always come home feeling extremely tired and worn out. So many things to do! Hopefully things will slow its pace down by December. I really just yearn for a day when I can sit back and watch TV in the morning...

The Siphon.

2011-11-18T06:06:00.000-08:00

I've actually finished my exams earlier this week.

The first year of university has officially ended, just like that.

Also, this would be the last time I will be doing any Chemistry or Maths subjects (a round of applause please?)

Life after exams have been stressful, in a way.

I have been catching up with Youtube, going out with friends, getting lost and also surprise surprise, keeping my promise of exercising :)

I went to Auction Rooms for breakfast sometime this week (forgive me, my memory with dates fails when I'm not schooling). I think I've finally found a place on par with Seven Seeds.

Auction room breakfast with Eugenia

definitely returning for more :)

Banana and walnut bread

Now this is really interesting!

Its called The Siphon, and I had NO idea that there's such a type of coffee that exists, since I was brought up in an Asian country. Eugenia said that most people that come to Auction Rooms order it, and so, without knowing how it looked like, I decided to give it a try.

The waitress asked me, one cup or two? I replied one; little did I know the extra cup was to actually POUR the coffee into. It came really hot and I think we were meant to let it cool down before drinking it.

When my order came, I didn't know how to drink from it wtf.

Two guys who said opposite Eugenia and I ordered this as well. They too had no idea and later pointed and imitated what I did. I actually tried googling.. but it didn't help though *blinks*

Craving for dimsum at the moment. Hope I can bring my mom for some all you can eat dimsum sometime next week!

Pots and Pans

2011-11-13T04:47:00.000-08:00

Brunswick.

Okay, another one of the reasons why I don't update as often and .. dedicated as before is the problem with my pictures.

My pictures folder is so unorganized you can get a heartattack just searching for -one- photo.

I've been sitting down and trying to organize but so far I've only managed to clean up 2008 and 2009 .___.

And I have NO idea why do I have so many photos argh

Inhale, Exhale.

2011-11-11T04:27:00.000-08:00

/waves.

A photo - because I haven't blogged in ages (26 October, what?! When was that?!?) and also my blog is seriously lacking in the photo department other than my fangirling moments.

In case you were wondering (~~which I doubt haha)~~ where have I been, one word - exams.

I'm still in the middle of exams right now actually, but I've only one more paper to go and thats....wait for it.....CHEMISTRY!

I know I really should be revising all the concepts of mechanisms, energy, transition metals and such but my brain doesn't seem to be cooperating with me at this hour of the arvo..

Probably because I just finished my last ever maths paper (calculus2!) in my whole life just now!

I've nothing to say, nothing worth blogging about. But for some strange reason, in the middle of exams whenever I'm not studying I always have the crazy urge to pour out my thoughts on a blog post, even though they're just as plain and dull as this.

And now that I'm online and actually staring at blogger, I feel guilty about not studying.

Okay actually I'm blogging because:

i) i'm stressed out.

Stressing out = worsening tinnitus = breakouts = eating a lot = unhappy Kimmy

ii) it's 11/11/11!

which I noticed while in the exam today.

11/11/11 at 11:11AM/11:11PM, okay, so that date happens once in our lifetime, but really what's so special about it? Why are people wishing on a date that's just coincidentally of all the same numbers?

On a totally unrelated note, please feel free to follow my twitter account here:

http://twitter.com/kimomao

Ending this abruptly to go on with some chemistry.

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2011-10-26T05:25:00.000-07:00

that is how my brain is at the moment.

i'm stressed out. I can't seem to remember jack about what i've studied - especially for bio. and thats extremely bad news considering how that subject requires a lot of memory work. I don't know whats up with me, I want to major in something related to biology and yet I find myself struggling to concentrate in lectures, struggling to grasp simple concepts and remembering easy key definitions.

On another brighter note, I miss blogging and my mother is here in melbourne now! :D

Uhm I just realized I hardly talk about university so here goes...

I also had my choir performance yesterday (yes I do choir in uni, and I'm an alto lol), with Beatrice! Huijing and Eugenia came to support us but couldn't even see us since there were SO many students enrolled in choir. We sang Dido (With Drooping Wings; google it, beautiful song for a funeral), Oh Mia Patria (Oh My Country in Italian, super awesome song too!) and Mozart.

Throughout this whole choir course, I just realized how devine Mozart is. I'm never a musician to begin with, but the songs he composed, and the words he manage to use to end all the songs with the same words. amazing! please google magnificat, dixit, laudate pueri and beatus vir. all so beautifully composed :') In case you're wondering, yeah thats latin.

While we were rehearsing, the soloists came in and when the soprano soloist burst into a song, all of us just stoned at how beautiful her voice is D:

Other than that, the downside was we stood for around nearly 3 hours. I couldn't feel my feet at the end of it, but surprisingly, surprisingly, there was quite a lot of people that turned up. Much more than I expected haha!

And they loved our performance T___T

Anyway choir aside, for next year, I've enrolled into another interesting breadth subject :D. Its called Volunteering for A Change. HOW AWESOME IS THAT OMG.

If you're wondering what's a breadth subject, its a subject that's compulsory for us students to do that is outside of our bachelor's degree. So, for example, I am in Bachelor of Science, I can't do any science subjects thats related to Science. But I can do Commerce, Arts, Environments or Music subjects :D Awesome? Pretty much yeah. As far as I know, I think my uni's the only one in Australia that offers this heh.

I'm trying to fill up my breadth subject spots with as many interesting and flexible subjects as possible (before my major actually requires me to do an elective). Apparently, for Volunteering, we get to participate in events to help fund raise for charity and stuff like that. AWESOMEEEE.

I have yet to try out African Drumming. I will. In 3rd year. Watch me :D

On a sad sad sad note, exams start 8 November and .... I'm so unprepared :( especially for bio. (oh wait I think I mentioned it already haha) ....HOWEVERRR, I only have 3 exams this time round, so a round of applause please.

Anyway, I'll head off to prepare for my chemistry and bio tutorial tomorrow. Sigh I can't believe its week 12 already!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And that its SWOT Vac next week and then exams and bam bam bam holidays till march 1 WHAJCBSJKHABCHABVLCSJVAC I IZ EXCITES.

okeh babai.

Aiden Lee Dong Hae

2011-10-15T06:00:00.000-07:00

Dear Donghae,

25 years ago, today,

ELFish all around the world would like to wish you a very happy birthday.

[do not click unless you're a fan]

It is extremely unlikely that you will read all our posts for you, and it might be hard for you to watch the videos that ELFish have made for you on this special day too, not because of anything bad, but its because there are TOO MANY fans that love you :)

In one minute, I typed my mention to you on twitter. That same minute, there were hundreds of ELFish tweeting to you.

I think the reason why you're one of the popular members is because of your genuine and innocent personality. You don't fake yourself on camera, how do we know? Many many evidence..

Also you're really passionate in what you're doing, you give your best.

Even when you love someone, you love them hard.

Much love from everywhere :)

Not so easy

2011-10-12T00:20:00.000-07:00

In life, there are people who think greatly of themselves, all the time. Maybe its because they are afraid of accepting failure, or are too egoistic to acknowledge the fact that there is a dark cloud sometime, or that they are not always correct or as perfect as they depict themselves to be.

I am sick of being constantly looked down upon, I am sick of being taken for granted.

Once again, these words might just seem like words, and you reader, will not think of this any more when you close this page. This has been in my life, since forever.

People think I don't mind, because I don't SHOW I mind. People think I'm stupid, because I shut up and not speak. People think I'm ignorant, just because I don't tell them that I know what they know too.

But really, I'm human too.

Even though, most of the times when I say I don't care - I really don't. But sometimes, when comments or actions that prove to be putting me down in some ways really affect me from the inside out.

I feel like telling people like you to fuck off from my life. Alas, I forgive too easily.

About this post;

The other day what I experienced was annoyance. X thought I was ignorant of the matter of the subject that was discussed. But my dear, please do not always take the lead as if you are right. Please my dear, know that at times Jaejoong grows a zit too, and you are wrong. Listen to yourself, and realize why the girls avoided you. Listen to yourself, and think about how your seemingly unharmful friendly words can take on such a strong impact in other people's emotions and impression on you.

Another event that had occurred subsequently was about a friend's punctuality.

Really, I do not understand people running late. One or two minutes is fine. Even 5 is bearable.

I understand that sometimes I run late too, at most 10 minutes.

But this person, Y, was late for a whole hour. HECK, I didn't even get to eat my breakfast properly for Y.

I did not know how to feel. I was pissed off then. And tweeted a series of angry tweets.

But honestly, that anger went away after I tweeted them.

Anyway, the first thing Y did to me when she saw me waiting for her was rush to my side, gave me a hug and a crumpled face muttering the words sorry. Then told me my BB cream was smeared (yeah thanks a lot, you were the reason why it smeared by the way)

What amazed me was that Y lived extremely close to university, so getting on time was not a problem. When I called Y earlier, the reply came that the foot's nearly out of the house. But the foot was REALLY out of the house like, 30 minutes later.

I'm annoyed at how this same person also only USES me to help in assignments. I am no math genius, but it is annoying at how I'm only being talked to for assignments.

I also do not need your fake sympathy at my confused state.

Did I also mention I indirectly found out why Y was late? The latter later slipped to me that there was a society meeting to be attended. Oh, okay, so that explains the contact lens and cute outfit.

Is it because of my countenance and the way I speak that makes one thing I am callous and easily taken advantage of?

Because one day I just might explode and yell at these type of people in the face.

By the way, did I mention? I was confused (as stated above) over what subjects to do in year 2. And I guess I found my answer... typing this post.

Oh, hello there Greens' muffin :9

Tuning into: Duet - Tohoshinki ♬

RIP Steve Jobs 1955-2011

2011-10-05T20:04:00.000-07:00

“No one wants to die. Even people who want to go to heaven don’t want to die to get there. And yet death is the destination we all share. No one has ever escaped it. And that is as it should be, because Death is very likely the single best invention of Life. It is Life’s change agent. It clears out the old to make way for the new. Right now the new is you, but someday not too long from now, you will gradually become the old and be cleared away. Sorry to be so dramatic, but it is quite true. Your time is limited, so don’t waste it living someone else’s life. Don’t be trapped by dogma — which is living with the results of other people’s thinking. Don’t let the noise of others’ opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary.”

—

Steve Jobs (via smokingbl00d)

just reblogged this from my tumblr. So in short, he means live life to the fullest, without any regrets I guess(?).

Honestly, I've never been so touched by someone's death, someone whom I've never even met before. He was really a great individual, revolutionizing and redefining the face of technology.

I actually wrote about him in an essay once. And not just any essay, its my ESL essay for the exam to gain entrance into uni lmao. I think the topic was something to do about luck. Something about luck plays a factor in someone's life in achieving goals - agree or disagree, discuss. So I wrote about him because I was actually running out of things to say lmao, and then I got a lightbulb moment and went on about Apple (because I was gonna get my iphone after my exams lmaoooooooo) and that gave me another lightbulb moment to quote Koothrapali OYEHHH. "You see, its a very Newtonian concept. Every action has an equal reaction" LMAOOOOOOOO

Okeh, I guess we all really should live life to the fullest. Its so easy saying that quote but I personally think few really do so. What are your definitions of living life to the fullest? Booze, blow and blasphemy?

Parties day and night?

Achieving extremely good results in exams?

Having a high paying job?

Becoming a beauty queen?

....or maybe like me - fangirling day and night? wtfwtf

I don't really know what I'm saying wtf, but I would say everyone has their own thoughts about that matter.

To be honest, I'm quite afraid of death.

Anyway, death notes aside.

Currently tuning into this baby;

Beautiful - Dong Hae ♬

Still spazzing

2011-10-03T17:32:00.000-07:00

Hi guys.

Days have been mundane. With me still spazzing over Super Junior (I swear this stanning of SuJu will last forever), I have successfully kept myself from posting about them in this blog, so as to not destroy my image in my readers that I'm an obsessive freak (which I am). I blog about them in tumblr instead.

Initially today I was gonna talk about all the food pictures that I took in Malaysia, but I just couldn't bring myself to finish that post halfway and ended up typing this instead.

So, yeah I'm gonna be a hypocrite again, and blog about them here LMAO. I'm sorry T__T but its just that I've never stanned such an amazing band before. My bias list now is Suju topping Big Bang. OYEH you heard me. I have no idea why but I guess, its true that BB never made me stan them as much, Suju has greater chemistry among the members, more genuine and real. Unlike DBSK, sometimes I feel they're kinda .. doing it just because they're on-screen, in some variety shows. Some.

And BB on variety shows I can't laugh as much :|

But Suju on variety shows, I'm laughing so hard each and every time. Yes I know I've said it a million times but I just kept bursting out in laughter.

This has got to be my favourite out of them all. Exploring Human Body Suju and DBSK. I've watched it 3 times, first in 2008 when DBSK had their bamf comeback, and my 3rd time yesterday.

I swear EHB is so damn funny. Kang In's so straightforward I can just die laughing everytime he talks LOL. And particularly, in this episode and the next, Yesung is just damn hilarious. Look at Micky laughing so hard makes me laugh too. I had tears from laughing too hard. I'M NOT EVEN JOKING HAHA.

I also died laughing at this:

For one thing I'm so proud I can understand about more than half of this video without reading the subtitles!!! I'm not a banana after all gaiz I HAZ EMBRACED MY CHINESE CULTURE AND TRADITIONZ.

Lmao at donghae, "wo mei you shou ji"

"WO MAI GEI NI"

lmfao fishy WAYLT :3 :3 :3

this is funny too. I laughed like a hyena and my brother cockstared me cos he was watching Terra Nova ;___;

Donghae's mandarin is quite good! Funny accent but I understand. I can't understand Zhoumi's mandarin lmao too advanced but I can get Siwon's and Donghae's huhu ; 3;

CAN'T WAIT FOR HIS NEW DRAMA SKIP! BEAT TO COME OUT IN DECEMBER. I SWEAR I'LL GO TO A SS4 ONE DAY. WHEREEVER, WHENEVER.

I wish I have someone to stan suju with here in Melbourne :3

okai, brekkie taim!!

oyeh, how can I end this post without.....

Y R U SUCH A QT

Щ(ºДºщ)

Strong Heart

2011-09-30T18:40:00.000-07:00

So I just spent my entire evening yesterday watching Strong Heart with all 10 members of Super Junior in it. Oh God, they're SO FUNNY!! Even though I read the translation for their parts earlier before watching that episode, I still laughed out loud! My brother also commented why are you laughing so much -.-

Now I know why Rebecca the neighbour gets so sexcited watching Super Junior on Korean variety shows. Truth be told, I never thought they would be THAT GENUINELY FUNNY!! :"D

Fishy is so cute T^T

DID YOU HEAR THAT???? OVARIES EXPLOSION

wtf I'm so lame T_T

Pig and Monkey/Anchovy

(i.e my other two biases in Suju)

I have no idea why fans like to give their idols animal nicknames?!? For some strange reason I can just stare at this picture for a long time LOL. Even with fisheye they look fucking perfect. Fts. Have you seen ME WITH FISHEYE? /sigh fail/

To clear things up;

1. I know I am too old enough for fangirling and that I really should get a life.

But hey, my oppars are fucking perfect. And as crazy as this sounds, if people cannot handle me liking Kpop then so be it. I guess my friends have gotten used to it and chose to not bother me since its been like what? 4 years? OYEH~~

But some of them, like Jane bby, have joined my dark side. :P

Less than 10 people liked this photo on facebook. IDK if they're actually finding my obsession funny or because of Diana's reply.

Digression:

I once thought that emoticon was a high five emoticon wtf

But its ok Song didn't realize it either hahahahwtf

also you can tell I'm really hyper on whatsapp with these two screenshots.

2. I have never acted like this before.

What you are about to see shall/might change your perception in me forever wtf

Though I honestly think that my behaviour was strongly influenced by people I follow on twitter (eg. @momodelight and @goodmorningblob)

If you see how often they tweet to @mjjeje and @FtGtJH and @skullhong. THEN, you will know that, like I said, was heavily influenced.

I probably annoyed everyone on Twitter with my tweets about Super Junior lately.

For those of you not in the know, people like Anwar Ibrahim, Kani, UniMelb, Vodafone Aus (wtf) and a few Bersih supporters follow me on Twitter.

Again, if you don't know, Dato Seri Anwar Ibrahim is the Opposition Leader of Malaysia, he was Deputy Prime Minister from 1993-1998.

Yeah why exactly is this awesome politician following me? I HAVE NO IDEA HAHAH BUT IT'S HIS VERIFIED ACCOUNT!!! :p :p :p

Kani is a fashion blogger whom I read here. Frigging love her outfits!! And earlier this year I found out one of my uni mates, Joyce, happens to be her friend wtf

So I sorta imagine Anwar and the others reading my Kpop tweets and go "..........APA NI" or like "wtf is this chick on about"

I'm surprised I haven't lost any of my followers though. Instead I gained followers like PhuketSiam wtf or like Explore Thailand or something wtfwtf, also a psychologist in Canada followed me. WHAT ARE YOU PEOPLE THINKING HUH HUH HUH I AM PERFECTLY MENTALLY STABLE OKAYYYYY

I think there's a reason to all this obsession I have.

Check what my online pal @Crysteaa has to say [about blood type];

Highlight Anal retentive.

I didn't know what it meant and thought it had something to do with my asshole wtf

So I googled it and Wiki says this:

The term anal retentive (also anally retentive), commonly abbreviated to anal,^[1] is used conversationally to describe a person who pays such attention to detail that the obsession becomes an annoyance to others, and can be carried out to the detriment of the anal-retentive person. The term derives from Freudian psychoanalysis. People who are said to be anal retentive usually suffer from obsessive–compulsive personality disorder.

AHAHAAHHAHAHAHAH BUT SRSLY I MIGHT JUST BE SUFFERING FROM A MILD FORM OF OCPD HAHAHAHHAH.

Oh and follow me on twitter!

I assure you you won't be able to see my massive spam to Donghae and Hyukjae because I mention to them instead.

Sorry how most of my posts recently are about fangirling. I cannot be bothered talking about my personal life, even though its not entirely dead.

Tuning into: Oops!! (ft. f(x)) - Super Junior ♬

2011-09-30T05:37:00.000-07:00

what do you do when there's too much ham?

make ham and cheese sandwiches of course!

or with avocado, the healthy way.

i just ate dinner at 10.36pm :<

extremely unhealthy but such is life of a student..

not that I've been studying though. You don't wanna know what have I been doing. COUGH SUPER JUNIOR COUGH.

Other than that, I shall get back to looking at fishes and anchovies.

good day.

ohai!

2011-09-28T20:04:00.000-07:00

I actually had lots of stuff to talk about, the many food pictures I have stored in my laptop, the lovely spring photos, the lovely photos of me wtf.

Alas, the main thing - my blogging mojo has disappeared!

...unless you want me to talk about Super Junior.

What? Boh? You Don't Mind?!

Alright I'll go on :P

I AM SO IN LOVE WITH SUPER JUNIOR OMG.

How on earth was I able to ignore such a talented band?!?!?!?!

How did I say that their songs were just mediocre?!!?

They're frigging HILARIOUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

^and this is all coming from an unbiased SM fan.

I haven't even watched ANY of their shows (except one where they were with DBSK doing some sports about the human body), and I'm already laughing so much JUST by their gifs and UFO replies I find on tumblr.

Example 1;

Fan: Donghae oppa, what are you doing now? Lets play a game.

Siwon: Donghae is not here.

Kyuhyun: Let's play a game with me!

Omg. Maknae powar!!

Example 2;

Fan: Why doesn't Siwon oppa ever reply??

Donghae: He's busy praying.

OMG HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH DONGHAE YOU ..I CAN'T EVEN HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH OMGGGGG AHHAHAHAHAHAHJAHAHAHAHAHHAHAH

*note: Siwon's the pious member of SuJu, often known to be trying to drag atheist Heechul to church.

Example 3;

Fan: Siwon oppa! You're so handsome, like a prince!

Kyuhyun: He's a pastor, not a prince.

LOL OMG MAKNAE STRIKES AGAIN AHAHAHHA r00d maknae r00d!!

Hilarious. That is all.

I think I'm caught the ELF bug. Like really.

I even requested for 9 pictures of donghae, nicely done by Primanoodle.

As you can see, from this, my previous background was cute fat Pikachu's. Also, notice my Firefox skin, DBSK! ;)

This is my wallpaper now.

and my firefox skin now

ARGHHHH SUCHA BAMF <3 <3 <3

I think I just might be attracted to guys with defined cheekbones.

Alright I'm done fangirling for the day.

Tuning into: 안단테 (Andante) - 슈퍼주니어 (Super Junior) ♬

Giraffe and A-cha

2011-09-25T22:48:00.000-07:00

Quaint little cafe in the city that Pam brought me to, with the cutest interior design ever! Food was awesome. But quite pricey. But awesome. I haven't tried the desserts, they were Ivy and Pam's. MUST.RETURN.

On that very same night, a white called out to me Xing Jiao while driving past.

I don't get it. Was it supposed to be offensive? Because I don't think I know what it meant LOL FAIL.

The closest I could think of is Xiang Jiao, which means banana. If so, I wasn't that offended.....either. I memang pun can't speak Chinese well :P

We were supposed to meet up to go for this Malaysian mooncake thing by MSA RMIT. But (MUCH TO OUR DISMAY I MUST SAY), when we got there, there were no booths, no music, no....NOTHING. It was just people standing around an empty space -_- Oh and they were serving fried rice too. Like whutttt.

Everyone got free lanterns and a tiny slice of mooncake. While Pam was positioning my candle (because I'm a noob) it fell and my lantern caught fire HAHAHAHHAAHAHA. Honestly we laughed so hard like never before. Hopefully no one saw that D:

While they were having a lantern parade,....(yeah......*cricket chirping). Ivy, Pam and I broke off from the line and went off to Giraffe Cafe instead. We got so shocked when we saw lantern people behind us later. Only to figure they too, left the event like us.

Moral of the story; I am definitely not attending any event by Malaysians ever again. So far, all I've been to were...awkward. I probably won't even join the Malaysian club in uni next year too. Such a waste of fees!!

This is probably why my cousin never takes part in anything in uni.

Anyway, that day turned out quite well with catching ups and whatnots :)

***

I had my ABR - Auditory Brainstem Response today. Before this I thought ABR meant Abnormal Brain... R...something.

OH. the good news is ..I'm normal wtf

I'm so worn out today hey. Woke up did some work, nearly fell asleep doing that ABR where they stuck two electrode-looking like things on my forehead and plugs on both of my ears, and told me to relax and sit still. Then I had to go grocery shopping, get home, have lunch, and fly out to get my parcel from the Post Office only to be utterly disappointed my brogues didn't fit quite well :(

I'm never buying shoes online again! :(

AND that I bought the wrong fettuccine, so I had to go out again and send the parcel all the way back to London. And go grocery shopping again...

So when I got home I just KO-ed on the couch. Damn, it may not sound like much, but I did a lot of walking today. I decided to walk to Barkly Square instead of taking the tram. ....... Oh well.

OH! Super Junior released their A-Cha MV today! Awesome song.

I always end up liking whatever song SuJu produces, despite not really liking them at first listen.

When I first heard A-Cha, I told my song this was the WORST ever Super Junior song. But now? I think this song might just be the one that pulls me into SJ for good.

I always thought they were only mediocre, but now, I think they are god damn good.

damn.

and of course, my favourite :P

Bedtime Story

2011-09-24T20:22:00.000-07:00

I saw Max updated his facebook status to "Once, an old old tree fell in love with a flower. Then, a bear got pregnant."

So I asked him on MSN

Kim says:

So what happened to the old old tree and flower?

Masatoshi says:

the flower

only lived

beneath a tree

right between the tree's roots

but it was not the roots of the old old tree...

it was a tree

that was only in the sight of the old old tree

an old old tree can't see far

so u know this other tree was pretty close by.

every morning

the old tree

would see the other tree greeting the flower,

" good morning, young petals of red and yellow. A new day, isn't it?"

and the flower would reply back, blushing,

"Why yes. Ah, you've caught me in an awkward position again, mr. tree. I am wet with morning dew."

and the tree would reply,

"not to worry. those dews are jewels on your skin."

and the old old tree

would look away

in pain

all he had growing between his roots

were dark brown grasses

with ants and crawling insects among them.

he was so old and loney.

lonely*

he never had time for bright days.

well, even if the bright days would come

his age, his leaves would shield off the sunlight.

that is why nothing beautiful grows beneath him

while the other tree was still young and had not spread his leaves out far yet. Sunlight would easily penetrate through his knowledge.

Thus, the existence of the beautiful flower

an old wise owl flew and landed on the old old tree's branch, he asked,

"Why, old friend, gloomy again are we? what seems to be the problem today?"

and the old old tree would reply,

" oh, the same problem as it had been for the past 4 weeks. This is something not ordinary. I have seen young, blissful flowers blossom under that other tree's guard, but none of which have charmed me."

Kim says:

Max did u copy and paste this from somewhere or are u just really interesting today?

Masatoshi:

bitch, shut up. i dont like it when people interrupt my flow of story.

Kim says:

LOL OK GO ON :)

Masatoshi says:

the old owl grunted, for he had not believed in love and was reluctant to believe his old friend would fall in love. he then said,

" so what is it about this flower that has shrunk your rings and made your bark soft?"

and the tree, who seemed to be waiting for this question, eagerly answered,

" Her colors! her petals! oh how they reflect the sunlight that i have not seen in so many years. Her voice! her song! she sings only one tune of love, and i imagine the song is about me. The Dew! the dew on her face! it would seem like a tear, but it is not. It's her innocence and beauty flowing out of her."

The owl, confused by this emotion, asked,

" Well, have she ever seen you before then?"

and the old old tree hesitated.

He seemed to be recollecting old memories, seeing which memory he could believe.

He then said,

" Ah, there was one spectacular moment."

"it was before sunset, before the ol' glorious white moon set about frolicking in the dark night. The other tree had fallen asleep quickly, like a youngling. But the flower had not. It seemed she was waiting for something. I collected all my 180 years of courage and said, 'goodnight, my dear one.' She was surprised at first, but then calm was she, her face looked towards me and said,

'goodnight, old dear one'. and she waved her leaf at me. All i could do was smile back."

The old owl asked, "But why now? why fall in love now? after 180 years, why this very season?"

and the old old tree, who was quite knowledgeable in matters concerning knowledge, answered,

Kim says:

why

Masatoshi says:

" timing. timing is everything. Flowers grow every month. But trees only grow once in a century. had i been late for a month, i would have not seen this flower. It does not matter what flower she is. It just matters that she is here, right now, at the right moment. Ah, if only i could share with her my life."

The old owl got frustrated eventually, seeing that there was no hope trying to fix his old friend. so he flew away, quite fed up with stories of young love.

it had almost reached sunset

for the sky was bright red.

birds said goodnight to each other

you could hear badgers bidding farewell to their friends, the squirrels.

The trees brought their leaves together to keep them warm.

the flower said goodnight to the other tree.

the other tree fell asleep quite easily again.

the old tree was going to sleep but right before he was going to, the flower looked towards him and said,

"strange isn't it? night has seem to come earlier this time."

and the old tree, perhaps puzzled, answered,

" Yes, rather early. but night is night, and you better fall asleep, for i will fall asleep too. wouldn't it be nice? that we're asleep at the same time."

so they slept.

but the flower was right.

it was rather too early for night to set in.

it wasn't night yet.

Black night was only to come an hour later.

the bright red

was from the igniting light

that came from not far than 8 miles away.

A fire was burning abright.

forest fires were collecting all they could in the land.

Masatoshi says:

" Yes, rather early. but night is night, and you better fall asleep, for i will fall asleep too. wouldn't it be nice? that we're asleep at the same time."

so they slept.

but the flower was right.

it was rather too early for night to set in.

it wasn't night yet.

Black night was only to come an hour later.

the bright red

was from the igniting light

that came from not far than 8 miles away.

A fire was burning abright.

forest fires were collecting all they could in the land.

flowers, grass, animals, insects, and trees.

The laugh was getting louder as well.

The next morning...

where the old old tree used to stand straight, where the flower used to squat at, where the old owl used to tell his daily tales had become nothing

than a pile of ash

dark, and warm.

Masatoshi says:

but then, something was to be seen in the ash

2 sprouts..

just where the old old tree used to lay

there were 2 sprouts.

one sprout belonging to a seed of a tree

and the other belonging to a flower.

THE END.

Kim says:

LOL WHERE DID YOU GET THAT FROM?

Masatoshi says:

Lol

I just thought of it

Hahaha he actually typed all of that while talking to me! So literally I got a live bedtime story from Osaka from a guy younger than me wtf.

He later said that he was trying to capture the light of love from afar. I think it somehow relates to me lah wtf loving that changmin lookalike from afar WTF WTF LOL I'M JOKING OK!!!! LOL

I'm not as shallow as I.. seem to be wtf

Ah....Max never fails to amaze me. One second he's all emo. The next he's talking about vegetables. And people say I'M random, they obviously have not met Max.

Tuning into, Maximum - TVXQ ♬

2011-09-23T22:47:00.000-07:00

Get Out - JYJ ♬

can you believe she's 21?!

I can't either!

Some photos from our sleepover at Pam's place a few weeks back. We made tiramisu (awesomeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee) and Facebooked, and talked, and laughed, and camwhored, and watched Something Borrowed.

fun girly stuff #happy

***

A friend of mine, blogged about this before and I'm here just to agree with what they said (here!).

I really agree with them whole-heatedly.

I really do not see the point of being engrossed with the mainstream of 'enjoying' partying with alcohol and getting drunk, grinding your ass off. I really don't. In fact, like what she said, I don't think its classy at all!

I am not against it. I would try - probably, someday. But I don't find it as awesome as people on my facebook depict it.

Also, I'm living alone, without any parental restriction, so you might find it odd that I don't indulge in doing all these kinda stuff and coming home at 4am or something since I have no curfew. I have a choice, but I don't. Why? I don't really know either. It's not because I don't have the company to enjoy it with either, its just that I choose not to. Probably because of the inner guilt I would feel towards my parents. They work their butt off trying to support my brother and I here, trying to give us a comfortable life. So.. to pay and get wasted in one night..to have fun. I don't think so..

I'm not sure but I might be a hypocrite and end up contradicting myself wtf.

Anyway guys don't you just love my camera? :)

what do you know about these stereotypes?

2011-09-22T08:35:00.000-07:00

Sexy And I Know It - LMFAO ♬

Hello all, especially Mabel! I'm incredibly tired and have once again procrastinated in my to-do list! So I might as well crash the whole list and blog.

Anyway, take a time, and please watch the above video in this post. I assure you it is nothing KPOP related. In fact, it actually moved me :) which is really amazing considering that it has been done all locally by my Malaysian friends back in St Michael's.

The whole video is made and narrated by my primary school friend Mabel, (check out her blog here!) and Kelly respectively. The whole point of the video was actually made for the NIE competition at the national level. And guess what??! They won! First place!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm so proud of them!!!!

As you can see, its about stereotyping and.. I think the team actually approached this topic from a different direction (?). Honestly if I were to make a video about stereotyping... I'd probably talk about gender issues... boring stuff I know :/

Starting of the video you see Suetyeng arranging her pens, and Mabel being all like 'wtf >_>'

I'm usually like this when I sit next to some random in tute who covers her answers like we're in some competition ;_; I just wanna be friends why are you being like this ; 3; LOL

Then, you see Hengjian (HI JIAN!) being all like ~that~

To be quite honest I don't think he's anything like that in reality, ARE YOU??

Then there's Jane driving the car and Hengjian helping her out later... ah Jane. I miss her. I actually do! I think we've bonded quite a lot thanks to Jang Keun Suk.

And of course, Eva at the basketball courts!!! EVA WHY SO CUTE!!!!! I don't know who's the tall giant guy though D:

But I do see Iceman and his very hot friend squinting in the sun there ahhhhhhhhhhhhh~~ LOL OK SORRY FOR THE DIGRESSION LOL.

And LOL KELLY'S PART!! So damn cute. I'd actually do that but again I won't (<--hyprocrite) because I'm afraid my number will get tossed back by the guy HAHAHA.

Overall guys great job!! Really :)

I'm blogging about not only because I know most of the people in there, but I think this video's all about what we do, you know? Mabel told me it was based on real life experiences. And I guess that's true.

I always judge one based on their appearance. The first time I saw Lailin I thought she'd NEVER be my best friend ever since we probably won't share the same humour. I was all like

and I thought Lailin's all like

LOL.

I'm not the only one who's stereotyping based on appearance though.

According to Yeankit, Jane, Sueli and Eva, I look arrogant and I only mixed with people who are rich and speak English wtf

I guess, stereotyping is a die-hard habit. Its been embedded in us since we were kids. Really. Anyone noticed how its all batMAN, spiderMAN, cicakMAN wtf

..............So before I bore you all about gender issues I'm just gonna stop here. Goodnight all. AND oh, HAPPY BIRTHDAY EVA!

cant be bothered typing you a touchy post and all lah! but I'll see you in december hopefully!! :)

TONE & In Heaven

2011-09-20T04:08:00.000-07:00

HELLO!!

I'm actually on my holidays right now and all I've done so far is complete slacking. Though I really should be catching up on my stupid Bio, I cannot resist giving in to doing nothing and staring into space (yes I love doing that).

Anyway, I'm blogging today because I am happy! (not that other times I'm sad, but I'm also in the talky talky mood :D) I made dinner for myself since my brother doesn't like heavy meals for dinner -_- Honestly sometimes I feel like I'm living alone despite living in an apartment with 3 others. Long story short, this is the first time I've cooked in a long time and (not to be perasan self praise) but it tastes good!! (Good Food = Happy Kim)

As you can see from above, there are 4 videos;

1. JYJ - Get Out

2. JYJ - In Heaven

3. TVXQ - B.U.T

4. TVXQ - Duet Preview

Feeling 1) and 2) but not so much of 3) sadly, even though Changmin and Yunho are my top biases in DBSK.

But I'm reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaallllyyyyyyyyyyyy looking forward to 4)!!!! Click Click Click!!

You know, sometimes people ask me 'Why do you listen to Kpop?'. I question myself that too, because I don't understand the Korean language at all! I first stumbled across DBSK when I was 12 and only found Changmin and Jaejoong attractive while they were promoting Rising Sun. Then I thought they were gay, and continued on with that opinion till I was 15. Then I met Evon, who was a HUGE Cassiopeia herself, she got me hooked onto Big Bang, and slowly, I started liking DBSK .. and many more :P

I guess I just like Kpop because I'm quite sick of the connotations of sex, girls and alcohol in the mainstream music.. Plus most Korean artists can sing live, and thats the best I reckon :)

Anyway, here are some gifs I stole from Tumblr :)

Get Out: Eyeliner can never go wrong on Jaejoong Kim.

In Heaven: Junsu's getting more attractive too.

and finally~

B.U.T: JKBCHJDSAJKHCBKSHCBA .

Sigh I really hope they'll be back as 5 though :( I miss seeing DBSK as a whole..

Anyway I'm gonna go watch some TV now.

Goodbye!