In life, there are people who think greatly of themselves, all the time. Maybe its because they are afraid of accepting failure, or are too egoistic to acknowledge the fact that there is a dark cloud sometime, or that they are not always correct or as perfect as they depict themselves to be.
I am sick of being constantly looked down upon, I am sick of being taken for granted.
Once again, these words might just seem like words, and you reader, will not think of this any more when you close this page. This has been in my life, since forever.
People think I don't mind, because I don't SHOW I mind. People think I'm stupid, because I shut up and not speak. People think I'm ignorant, just because I don't tell them that I know what they know too.
But really, I'm human too.
Even though, most of the times when I say I don't care - I really don't. But sometimes, when comments or actions that prove to be putting me down in some ways really affect me from the inside out.
I feel like telling people like you to fuck off from my life. Alas, I forgive too easily.
About this post;
The other day what I experienced was annoyance. X thought I was ignorant of the matter of the subject that was discussed. But my dear, please do not always take the lead as if you are right. Please my dear, know that at times Jaejoong grows a zit too, and you are wrong. Listen to yourself, and realize why the girls avoided you. Listen to yourself, and think about how your seemingly unharmful friendly words can take on such a strong impact in other people's emotions and impression on you.
Another event that had occurred subsequently was about a friend's punctuality.
Really, I do not understand people running late. One or two minutes is fine. Even 5 is bearable.
I understand that sometimes I run late too, at most 10 minutes.
But this person, Y, was late for a whole hour. HECK, I didn't even get to eat my breakfast properly for Y.
I did not know how to feel. I was pissed off then. And tweeted a series of angry tweets.
But honestly, that anger went away after I tweeted them.
Anyway, the first thing Y did to me when she saw me waiting for her was rush to my side, gave me a hug and a crumpled face muttering the words sorry. Then told me my BB cream was smeared (yeah thanks a lot, you were the reason why it smeared by the way)
What amazed me was that Y lived extremely close to university, so getting on time was not a problem. When I called Y earlier, the reply came that the foot's nearly out of the house. But the foot was REALLY out of the house like, 30 minutes later.
I'm annoyed at how this same person also only USES me to help in assignments. I am no math genius, but it is annoying at how I'm only being talked to for assignments.
I also do not need your fake sympathy at my confused state.
Did I also mention I indirectly found out why Y was late? The latter later slipped to me that there was a society meeting to be attended. Oh, okay, so that explains the contact lens and cute outfit.
Is it because of my countenance and the way I speak that makes one thing I am callous and easily taken advantage of?
Because one day I just might explode and yell at these type of people in the face.
By the way, did I mention? I was confused (as stated above) over what subjects to do in year 2. And I guess I found my answer... typing this post.
Oh, hello there Greens' muffin :9
Tuning into: Duet - Tohoshinki ♬
I am sick of being constantly looked down upon, I am sick of being taken for granted.
Once again, these words might just seem like words, and you reader, will not think of this any more when you close this page. This has been in my life, since forever.
People think I don't mind, because I don't SHOW I mind. People think I'm stupid, because I shut up and not speak. People think I'm ignorant, just because I don't tell them that I know what they know too.
But really, I'm human too.
Even though, most of the times when I say I don't care - I really don't. But sometimes, when comments or actions that prove to be putting me down in some ways really affect me from the inside out.
I feel like telling people like you to fuck off from my life. Alas, I forgive too easily.
About this post;
The other day what I experienced was annoyance. X thought I was ignorant of the matter of the subject that was discussed. But my dear, please do not always take the lead as if you are right. Please my dear, know that at times Jaejoong grows a zit too, and you are wrong. Listen to yourself, and realize why the girls avoided you. Listen to yourself, and think about how your seemingly unharmful friendly words can take on such a strong impact in other people's emotions and impression on you.
Another event that had occurred subsequently was about a friend's punctuality.
Really, I do not understand people running late. One or two minutes is fine. Even 5 is bearable.
I understand that sometimes I run late too, at most 10 minutes.
But this person, Y, was late for a whole hour. HECK, I didn't even get to eat my breakfast properly for Y.
I did not know how to feel. I was pissed off then. And tweeted a series of angry tweets.
But honestly, that anger went away after I tweeted them.
Anyway, the first thing Y did to me when she saw me waiting for her was rush to my side, gave me a hug and a crumpled face muttering the words sorry. Then told me my BB cream was smeared (yeah thanks a lot, you were the reason why it smeared by the way)
What amazed me was that Y lived extremely close to university, so getting on time was not a problem. When I called Y earlier, the reply came that the foot's nearly out of the house. But the foot was REALLY out of the house like, 30 minutes later.
I'm annoyed at how this same person also only USES me to help in assignments. I am no math genius, but it is annoying at how I'm only being talked to for assignments.
I also do not need your fake sympathy at my confused state.
Did I also mention I indirectly found out why Y was late? The latter later slipped to me that there was a society meeting to be attended. Oh, okay, so that explains the contact lens and cute outfit.
Is it because of my countenance and the way I speak that makes one thing I am callous and easily taken advantage of?
Because one day I just might explode and yell at these type of people in the face.
By the way, did I mention? I was confused (as stated above) over what subjects to do in year 2. And I guess I found my answer... typing this post.
Oh, hello there Greens' muffin :9
Tuning into: Duet - Tohoshinki ♬
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